No internet. This could be a perfect excuse as to why I
shouldn’t start noble things. By noble, I mean the necessary things to sustain
myself. I will then forcefully push myself to write every day for the next 21
days or until it becomes easy as breathing. This is essential. It will equate
to how I will be committed to the things I desire to do. And writing has always
been one of them, unconsciously. I should make plans, and I should commit
myself to them, no matter what it takes. There is nothing more horrifying in
life than having to give up the things that matter to you because you decide to
do the things you think are necessary for the mean time. There should always be
an ulterior motive to everything, even spontaneity. There is nothing wrong in
losing your way. But it will always be dangerous to get lost on your
destination. If this is unclear, then you are purposely making yourself a part
of the bigger crowd who just lives life because they have to, not knowing why
they have to. There is nothing wrong with the occasional pause, but it should
never be a cover for your defocus, nor should it replace the enthusiasm of
being grateful for a chance to fail every day and still live another day.
Who should I be?
At 24, it is a pain to still not know what you want to
attain, or at least don’t start to plan because there is no vaguest way of how
you should start. Everything starts with a dream. Let me present my dreams in
no order whatsoever.
1.
Travel the world to meet people, learn culture,
experience diversity, attempt to understand the world and have endless
opportunities of great conversation.
2.
Travel the world with Han.
3.
Write a novel.
4.
Write an autobiography.
5.
Perform in a theatre, in a stage or an
unconventional place.
6.
Passive income from something you love doing.
7.
Working and knowing you are doing it because
while you earn, you are doing something you would die doing.
8.
Eat your preferred food.
9.
Play and write music.
10.
Be a playwright.
11.
Write screenplays.
12.
Be a part of a TV series.
13.
Combine humor and work.
14.
Grow every day with a partner you would always
choose to grow with.
15.
Write about what you are thinking and have
millions read about it.
16.
Inspire people to go for their dreams, or at
least make the first step.
17.
To tell your parents it’s perfectly okay to
never think about money and living because they can depend on you.
18.
An open mind.
19.
An accepting heart.
20.
A boundless spirit.
21.
To have tough values but realize when to bend.
22.
To grow like the bamboo.
23.
Saying “No”.
24.
Managing enthusiasm and motivation instead of the
unfruitful attempt to always manage time.
25.
Knowing that your priorities, however people
disagree, should never be taken for granted.
26.
Limitations are subjective.
27.
English literature is my first language.
28.
To write some more.
29.
A southwestern home vibe but actually operates
with advance technology.
30.
The immaculate bathroom.
31.
The gadgets.
32.
The authentic feeling of knowing you are free.
33.
Love with all its beauty.
34.
The faith of a child.
35.
Dreaming like how everyone should dream.
36.
Be always Abnormal. Above what is normal.
37.
To have all these and more complete the question
who I should be.
